Your question appears to be a crazy-quilt of 1000 fragmentary half-formed inquiries, that has no precise summary or focal point. So, I'll just pick out something that's sort of like your question, write it down for you, and then try to answer it as best I can. Question: Where would your consciousness be if the genetic shuffle that makes you up had come out different? Answer: If you aren't you, then the concept of "your consciousness" becomes meaningless. "your" can't be a random variable. This flows from Ayn Rand's Principle of Identity A=A The word "you" denotes a specific particular entity, not a variable that can be millions of possible different entities. So, if A=A then A=X must not be true If A is a specific designator (You) then is cannot also be X a random variable (any one of a number of possible people or Someone). You is what in logic we call a specified noun -- like Socrates. An unspecified noun might be "someone". So if I say Socrates ate the apple (or A ate the apple) that is quite different from saying Someone ate the apple. (X ate the apple) "Someone" could be anybody, but Socrates is unique -- he is just Socrates. (A=A -- the Principle of Identity -- or as Popeye might put it "I am what I am", or as God would say I am I am, God was a big fan of the Principle of Identity, He was the one that taught it to Ayn Rand, though she never admitted that, and claimed the idea as her own, and Aristotle's [Editorial Note: some Rabbis have God saying "I am that I am" which would be more like an assertion of self-causation than like the Principle of Identity, anyhow, if He's the only one around, it works out about the same]). "You", for purposes of this question is more complex than your physical body anyway. The "you" that can manifest a self is a process, and not merely a collection of atoms. Specifically it is a process of experience, memory, and awareness, which in psychophysiology is called brain synaptic connections patterning. How the pattern of synaptic connections is patterned in your brain is not just a function of your DNA, it is also a function of the nature, quality, and extent of your experiences -- which collectively are called your nurture (or, for behaviorists, your conditioning, or for cops, your personal history and background). Nurture shapes patterning. DNA also shapes patterning. Patterning is what your "self" is made of. So the "you" that you are talking about is Unique, and is specific, and is nature shaped, and nurture shaped. Short answer: Your question contains a logical contradiction (a specific noun is presented as a random variable noun). When the contradiction is removed, it becomes clear that "you" is only partially a function of matter and atoms anyway, and is partly a matter of experience, memory, and patterns formed between synapes based on unique paths that you have walked. So the really short answer is nowhere -- all the imagined alternative "you's" were never potentially "you" anyway. The only "you" that can be verified and counted now abides as the actual you. The rest are non-Being (i.e.wholly imaginary). I hope you will pardon me for answering this like a mathematical logician. Being a mentat is an always-on function. I'm sure other people will give you answers far more filled with "feeling" and "emotion", probably far more personally satisfying than this.